The end of the world wars brought many more
opportunities to everyone, including his father. This also helped
the family to have a more prosperous situation. Maitreya's
father was a very sincere and honest man. He was so well known for
these qualities that he was asked by many to be the trustee for
distribution of the wealth to their children, sometimes orphans. He
never professed to be religious, but deep inside he had great
feelings for God. Maitreya
learned from him a great deal of strength, perseverance, and higher
thoughts.
Maitreya's mother and father were cousins.
She lived a queenly life, spending winters in Tehran and summers in
the village to get away from the heat of the city, always having
servants, both in the city and in the village. She was a pure and
powerful woman. She was well known for her benevolent acts and
beauty all through Taleghan. Her husband loved her so much, that he
would do anything for her.
Maitreya was born into such a background.
He was told that on the night of his birth there was a great deal of
excitement. He had one brother and three sisters all older than him
(two children had died in infancy). All of the three sisters were
born while his mother was spending summer and fall in the village.
His brother was born in the last month of the winter while his
parents were living in another city, Zanjan.
By the time of Maitreya's birth, his
parents had three girls and one boy. His mother intensely
desired to have another boy. Because she did not know when he would
be born and with the past experiences that all the children who were
born in the village were girls, she decided not to go to the village
that summer. So she stayed in the heat, which she was not accustomed
to, and endured that summer plus being pregnant to make sure that he
would not be a girl!
On the night of his birth, there was a sense of
celebration among the family, so much so that a night of gathering
and story-telling was arranged. Everyone stayed awake until 5:00 AM
when the news of the birth of a boy child reached them.
At the time of his birth, they had a hard time
making him to breathe. It seemed he was refusing to enter this
world. Probably he had suffered so much in previous lives that
he was hesitant to come back. Eventually they succeeded to pull him
in. Or maybe God pushed him into the world! He was given the name
Mohammed by his parents (Muslims are expecting the name of the Mehdi
to be Mohammed!)
One of the stories of his childhood, which his
mother used to tell, was about the man who would bring milk for the
baby. It is not unusual for women to use the milk of the cow as a
supplemental source of food for the newborn. There was a milkman who
used to bring his milk to the house every day on his bicycle.
But that first winter of
Maitreya's
life, one day it snowed so much that all the transportation
facilities stopped in the city. There were many feet of snow on the
ground.
Although Maitreya's mother had milk, it
was not sufficient. It became a concern of how to find milk. No one
could even leave the house, that severe was the snow. People had to
dig tunnels to reach anywhere. His mother told us that it was
the next afternoon that the milkman showed up on the doorstep, not
on his bicycle, but on foot. Cold and shivering, carrying some
milk under his cloak, he had spent hours fighting the snow to bring
the milk. He was very concerned that the infant would be left
without any milk.
Another interesting aspect were the dreams Maitreya's mother had when she was pregnant with him in her
womb. One of her dreams was that: They were preparing to eat dinner.
She said to Maitreya's father, "But Prophet Mohammed has not
come to dinner with us yet." His father answered, "Do not
worry, he will be here soon!"
Another dream was that she saw herself sitting on
a lion. The lion was rising from the horizon, like the sun. A voice
told her, "The lion you are riding is your child." Maitreya's
mother later said, when she was in America visiting her son, that
the landscape in that dream looked like New Mexico.
Maitreya became close to his mother. Indeed
he became her favorite. His special treatment, of course, became a
source for some jealousy from his brother and sisters. But
they mostly accepted the situation, especially since, except for his
younger sister (two years older) who also became close to him, they
were all much older. They had other concerns than to compete
with him (the second oldest also was a girl who was 7 years older
than he was).
The family mostly spent winters and early springs
in the city, and summers and early falls in the village. This
brought a great balance in Maitreya's
life. He became familiar with the city life, without losing touch
with nature.
Maitreya's
grandfather still was living in the village. This brought a central
figure as a unifying force for the family. He brought a great deal
of warmth, strength and discipline to the whole family. He was
respected and exalted highly. Sometimes, in the winters, he
would come to the city to live with the family. He too had a
favorite eye upon Maitreya.
Maitreya was seven years old when he declared
his independence. One day when his mother, like all mothers, was
mothering him, he told her that he is old enough not to be treated
like a child any longer. Although he was not a difficult child, he
was strongly aloof and independent.
For example, when he was seven or eight, he
refused to participate in a ceremony, before the New Year, during
which the people would jump over a bush on fire as a sign for health
and prosperity for the next year. It was probably a tradition
carried to the present time from the time Persians were
Zoroastrians. Maitreya
declared it seems ridiculous and served no purpose. From
then on they accepted his position and left him alone.
It was, however, in the high school and teenage
period that he reached his highest physical and mental development.
Until then, he usually stayed home and had his little world with the
family and some friends. But in high school (which started in
the 7th grade) he became engaged in sports (soccer, basketball,
tennis, skiing, etc). It was also in this period that his
spiritual longings and questions were frustrated by not finding
adequate answers for them. He had reached a point where he
said, "If you show me God, then I will accept Him. If you
can't show me, then I can't believe in something that I cannot see."
Of course, they couldn't show him God! God was
something, somewhere up there. No one has any access to Him.
They said, It's a very inaccessible thing.
Maitreya
probably had a very scientific mind, and he just wanted to see Him.
When he read about evolution, he felt, "Ah, that
makes sense. There were dinosaurs, then there were monkeys,
and then there were humans. They evolved from each other and
eventually it came to what I am." So it made more sense than
religion.
Then Maitreya found out about dialectic
materialism, which in essence says, "Whatever is not seen, cannot be
believed." So he eventually reached a point that he said,
"It's all just nature, just chance, and there is not really anything
such as Spirit. We're just made by chance. There is no God.” So his
eventual conclusion was formed on the theory of evolution and
dialectic materialism. He just rejected God completely.
He became an atheist, you can say, and he was
comfortable with it. He didn't think too much about these
things any more. He was just a student, going to school, doing
his homework, getting his grades, and trying to please his parents,
if possible. They told him, "This is the way. You go and get
your degree, you get educated, then you get a job, you get married
and have children, and all that. Then, you become a productive
member of society," etc. I guess we all know what that set-up
is. It is already set up for you.
This trend continued until Maitreya entered college and finished his degree, a BS in Business
Administration. In college he also became involved in
gymnastics. After college he had two years of military
training. These all went relatively comfortably and smoothly.
It was one year after he finished the army that all preparations
were completed for Maitreya to go to the United States for
further education.
He had finished his college education and had his
bachelor's degree. He came to the United States to get his
master's and doctorate degrees. He thought he was just here to
get his education and go back.
But when he came to the US, amazingly, he started
being pushed and pulled in directions he wasn't intending to go. It
was then that the greatest chapter of his life started to unfold.
With a Mighty Hand, he was guided to his final realization and
Revelation of God’s Plan.
We must note that it was a very cloudy day when
Maitreya flew on the plane to the United States. It was
cloudy the whole way here. That was disappointing to him,
because he wanted to look out the window and see the ocean and land,
but clouds had covered the whole earth, it seemed!
When he first came to the United States, he had a
couple of spiritual experiences. Also for the first time he
experienced the hardship of life.
Maitreya
started to notice discrimination, the feeling of being an alien in
another culture and all the problems related to the concepts of
"mine" and "thine."
All these occurrences shattered the peaceful and
loving world he had known at home. This opened a new dimension
to him. Although he could not understand what was happening,
he felt that his world was being destroyed and with a Mighty Hand
his life was changing in the process.
He was in school in Scranton, Pennsylvania, but
he lost his interest in pursuing education. He was still considering
finishing his degree. He wanted to have more time to think
about these new developments than study.
Therefore, he started working in a hotel in
Pennsylvania. There he met a man who became his roommate.
This person was a very good person and seemed to have a lot of love.
He also used to meditate. However, the meditation he practiced
involved going under a blanket and staying there for a long time,
and sometimes even falling asleep there. Maitreya could
not see what he was doing under the blanket. All he said was
that he was meditating. Maitreya wanted to talk to him, but
he would just fall asleep there sometimes. He thought, "This
guy is crazy."
But this roommate was very happy. He was
really happy. When he was out of the blanket, he was a
beautiful guy. Maitreya really liked him and felt very
intrigued by him.
Maitreya went to the dictionary and looked up
the word meditation. What does the word meditation mean?
The dictionary said that meditation means, "to think." He
said, "I can do that. If he can go under the blanket, think,
and come out so loving and nice, I can do it as well." So
Maitreya put a blanket over his head, and he started thinking.
After five minutes under the blanket, he was thinking, "It's getting
hot here, I can't breathe." After ten minutes, he was
struggling, "Boy, it's getting really stuffy in here." After
fifteen minutes, he said, "Forget it, this guy is crazy, no doubt
about that." So that was the end of that. Maitreya
concluded, "Definitely, he's crazy."
That summer, a couple of months later, Maitreya went back to school and took some courses. He was
living in the dormitory and eating in the cafeteria. That was
where he met this very small Eastern Indian man, named Satish, which
he later found out means, "Truth." Satish had so much energy.
He was such a dynamic person. He was just glowing with energy.
Maitreya came to like him very much. In the course of
their talking Maitreya found out that he lived downstairs in
the same dormitory.
One day Maitreya said, "You seem very
energetic, how come?" Satish said, "I meditate."
Maitreya thought, "Oh, oh, another one of those loonies."
Maitreya asked him, "You mean you go under the blanket?"
He laughed and said, "No, no. Not that kind."
Maitreya
asked, "Oh, there's another kind of thinking and meditation?"
Satish started talking about meditation. He
told him about Ananda Marga, that he belonged to that organization,
etc. He explained briefly what mantra is and what really
meditation is. Maitreya did not understand completely what
he said, but it made some sense to him.
Later on, when they came to know each other
better,
Maitreya
went to his room and Satish showed him a pamphlet that was about the
activities of Ananda Marga. He explained some of the aspects
of that organization and he showed Maitreya
their sign. When Maitreya saw the swastika in the sign,
he asked him if he was a Nazi. Satish then explained to him
that the swastika is not what Hitler used it for, but it is a very
ancient sign symbolizing higher consciousness. Satish also
told him some of their philosophy, but Maitreya was really
interested in meditation at that time. It seemed anyone he met
who meditated was happy and full of energy. He wanted to learn
this art that made these people so joyful!
After a couple of months Satish told Maitreya
that a teacher from Ananda Marga, called an Achareya, was coming to
the campus to give a lecture. An Achareya is a person who has
dedicated his life to meditation and teaching it to others.
This teacher was from the Philippines.
Maitreya had been here in this country
probably around two years or so by this time, and he still had a
hard time to understand English with an American accent. That
was because he had studied English with a British accent. When
he was coming to the United States, he had stopped in London.
It was very easy for him to understand the television there.
He could probably understand around 60-70% of their English accent.
Then he came to New York. They said (with a
New York accent), "How are you doing?" Maitreya would
say, "What?" They just completely threw him off balance.
It was a completely different world. He probably could
understand 10-15% of what they said.
See, when you are in school, you work with the
books more than with the people. You are not in too much
contact with the people. You just sit with the professors and
the professors talk a very high level technical language of English
related to your field, and you read books, etc. So you are not
in very much contact with day-to-day people. You understand
the professors, but you really don’t know the language. You
really have to live with the people to start to truly learn a
language.
Anyway, after two years Maitreya still
couldn't understand English very well. Then this Filipino
person came and he had a Filipino accent. Have you ever heard
a Filipino person talk English? It can be very difficult to
understand. Even the Americans can have a problem to
understand a Filipino with their accent.
So Maitreya didn't understand a word of
what the Achareya said [laughter]. The only thing Maitreya
understood was that he was going to be available for consultation
and that if you had a question you could go and talk to him.
Then the teacher went into a room.
Maitreya said to Satish, "I do have a couple
of questions." So Satish told him to take his shoes off, go in
the room where the Achareya was, and say, "Namaskar," (which is an
Indian greeting), sit crossed-legged in front of him and ask his
questions. Maitreya said, "Great, that is what I'm going to
do."
So Maitreya went in the room and said,
"Namaskar," and sat in front of him. But the Achareya’s eyes
were closed and he was meditating. Maitreya
kept silent and was waiting for him to open his eyes so that he
could ask his questions. The Achareya was in such a state of
peace and his face was glowing that Maitreya
felt completely attracted to his Peace.
With his eyes still closed, the Achareya started
talking. He then initiated Maitreya! The teacher
told him the process of meditation, and he gave
Maitreya
a mantra and its meaning. He said, "You meditate on this
mantra. That is your mantra. Go and meditate." Maitreya
never even had a chance to ask his questions! The Archareya
opened his eyes, wrote the mantra for Maitreya on a piece of
paper, and told him to go and meditate. Also he instructed Maitreya to meditate twice a day.
Maitreya did not come to the lecture to be
initiated. He even did not know what initiation was or what it
meant. He had not even heard about a Guru or any of the Far
East philosophies. But somehow there was a great pull!
So Maitreya went to his room. The
Archareya had instructed how to meditate, "Go and close your eyes,"
and things like that. He went up there and meditated. He
started using the mantra and thinking about its meaning...
It was a wonderful thing that happened. It
was one of the best meditations he has ever had. He felt that
Light was going out of his head and body. He opened his eyes
and everything was Light. He went downstairs in the dormitory
and was grabbing people, "Hey, can you see God?" Of course
they didn't know what he was talking about. This occurred
August 15, 1974.
The fall semester was to start sometime in
September.
Maitreya was thinking about moving out of the dormitory.
A person from California came to join Satish so they could start an
Ananda Marga Center in Scranton. They wanted to get a place
together and start a Center. Maitreya also wanted to
leave and probably get a big house and share it with a couple of
other students. So, he started to look for a house.
Actually, in the beginning he was supposed to
move in with Satish and the other person. But perhaps they
concluded that Maitreya was not ready to live in the Center
with them. Satish had been meditating for fifteen years, and
this other gentlemen had been meditating for six years. To
them, Maitreya was just like a baby in the path. They
didn't want to live with him. So they decided to go and get a
house by themselves.
Maitreya also went out and looked for a
house. He was just looking around to see if there was anything
for rent. He could not find anything. Then he saw this
lady walking in the street, and he asked her, "Do you know if there
are any houses for rent around here?" She said, "Yes.
There is a house there. It has been empty for years. I
don't know if the owners want to rent it but they might. Go
and ask." She showed Maitreya where the house was.
Maitreya went there, knocked on the door, and
asked the person who was there, "I heard that this house is empty.
Would you like to rent it?" He said, "Well, it's been empty
for a long time. We've been thinking about it. But let
me think. What are you doing?" Maitreya said, "I'm a
student. I go to school. I might get a couple of other
students with me, and we are just going to school. I haven't
been able to rent a place."
He said, "OK, I'll rent it to you."
Maitreya said, "OK, can I look at the house?" He said,
"It's a nine-room house. It has a basement. It has
central heating." Maitreya went to look at it. He
thought, "Oh, it's going to be five or six-hundred dollars for a
nine-room house." He asked, "How much do you want for it?"
The gentleman said, "Seventy-five dollars a month." [Laughter]
Maitreya said, "OK, fine." He certainly
didn't have any complaints about $75 a month for nine rooms.
He said, "OK, I'll take it."
Maitreya went back to his room, in the
dormitory. As he was meditating in the evening, someone
knocked on the door. It was Satish with his friend. They
had a problem with their landlord. Their landlord didn't want
them to start their Center in his house. He didn't want them
to bring people there to meditate, and all those things that would
be part of being a Center. So they were unable to start a
Center in Scranton.
Then Maitreya told them about the house he
had found. Satish suggested that they all take the house and
make it a Center. Maitreya
told him, "But you didn't want to live with me." Satish
said, "I have no choice now. We looked for another place to
rent. We could not find one. It seems there is no rental
house available in Scranton anymore." Maitreya agreed
to share the house with them.
They rented it, and the three of them started to
live together. Of course, they first went to the landlord and
explained to him what they were going to do, that they were going to
have people come and meditate there. The landlord and his wife
were wonderful people. That was fine, no problem.
Actually, just across the street there was a big house with around
six or seven nuns living there. So, there was a very
beautiful, strong energy there.
Maitreya started living with Satish and the
other person. He was now with these people who had been
meditating for years. They started talking about the teachings
of Baba. Baba was their spiritual teacher. They would
wake up at around 4:30 in the morning, and then they would go for a
walk.
At the top of Scranton there is a lake. It
is an artificial lake that is the reservoir for the city. It was a
one-hour walk around the lake. They would go there, walk for
half an hour, sit there and meditate for another thirty minutes or
an hour, and walk back for half an hour. That was their ritual
every day for around six or nine months.
Maitreya was in a very intense environment
with these people. He had very strong meditations, yoga, and
teachings, and at the same time was going to school with them.
He had a lot of discussions with Satish and others. He started
to understand what the Guru meant and who was his Guru, etc.
Also he enjoyed talking about these philosophies. So they
created a very nice environment there. That environment
completely changed his lifestyle and his view of the realities of
life. He was awakened to a realm that was unknown to him
before.
That spring he finished his MBA and was accepted
for continuing his doctorate in business in three universities.
He chose to go to Mississippi State University because they accepted
him unconditionally. The other universities were in
Pennsylvania: Penn State and Temple University. If he had
stayed in that state, he would have been almost in the same
situation as before.
By going to Mississippi, however, Maitreya
was forced to completely change his environment away from the
support and friendship of like-minded people. He understood
this change more later on and found out that there was no one in
Mississippi from the same organization. And because of living
in that spiritual environment in Pennsylvania, he did not like to
associate with people who were not doing meditation and were
pursuing a regular life. He couldn't get along with the people
who drank, smoked, were vulgar, and all those things.
When Maitreya went to Mississippi, it was
very hard. Suddenly, he was out of that secure environment in
a place that he didn't even understand the language any more
[laughter]. For the first semester he was pretty much by
himself. There were very few people studying business in the
doctoral level, and there was not much social contact. So he
became very isolated, and he spent most of the time by himself.
Well, that was really by His Grace.
Maitreya’s schedule was to go to school, eat,
sleep, read schoolbooks, read Baba's books (his spiritual teacher,
Baba is his affectionate name) and meditate. So he had much
more time to read Baba’s books and become familiar with his
teachings instead of listening to others talking about him or his
philosophy. Therefore,
Maitreya
was not being influenced by others but had a direct relationship
with him. For about five months he was in this situation,
completely wrapped up in meditation and study.
The next semester he felt like he wanted to do
some service. He had such a desire to spread the knowledge he
had gained from his spiritual teacher. He decided to start a
yoga class. Also he wanted to find people who were interested
in spirituality and make some friends.
So Maitreya went and talked with the
person who would set up the programs in the student union. He
was very interested and even offered to pay him $2.00 an hour for the teaching. But
Maitreya
refused the money because he wanted to do it as a service.
Instead he requested that they do the publicizing for the class
because of his busy schedule.
Maitreya thought that maybe around five or
six people would come and that they would have some fun. If at
the end even two of them stayed, that would be great, still he would
have two friends there and they could talk about things that he
liked to talk about, like God, meditation, etc.
Anyway it was advertised, and the class started.
The number of the room was given out, and the time was established.
It was supposed to be from 7:30 to 9:00 PM on Mondays, in a room
large enough to hold 20 to 25 people.
The first day of the class, Maitreya went
upstairs in the union and saw that there were a lot of people there.
He said, "I must have the wrong room." The room with the same
number was just packed. He went downstairs and checked the
number with the desk, and that was the right room. Maitreya
went back there and looked and there were around 50-60-70-80 people
waiting for the class to begin [laughter]. It was packed.
All the chairs were taken, some were sitting on the floor, many were
standing along the walls, and still more were coming.
Maitreya thought, "Are you kidding me? I
can’t talk about yoga in front of 80 people in English [laughter].
I can't even speak English very well yet. Eighty people!"
He panicked, and he just ran downstairs [laughter].
Maitreya sat in a chair and said to himself,
"I'm not going to be able to do this." He closed his eyes.
He started meditating. But he said, "Somebody has to do it.
You have already told these people that there is going to be such a
class." He said, "Well God, You are going to have to do it for
me."
Like an instrument, Maitreya walked
upstairs and went to the class. He closed the door and started
talking about meditation and yoga. It was a great experience!
Everything became Light. The whole class was out of this
world. It was filled with joy and peace. Everyone was
together. That's when he felt really good, really fine, really
great. Maitreya has said that it was such an incredible
experience that the whole class was out of this world. They
were one, all eighty people with him, all were one. He was so
high, so relaxed, so joyful, and everything looked brighter and more
beautiful. His English even was OK. He just loved the
feeling. Maitreya knew then that he was going to continue
teaching.
He split the class into two classes, each with
about 40 members, one for Mondays and the other class for
Wednesdays. As the semester progressed, these four hours of
teaching were the most profound and joyful times of his week.
He used to make a schedule of what he was going to talk about.
For instance, "This week we will cover this, this and this."
But he would go to the class and wouldn’t talk on any of those
topics [laughter]. Completely different topics would come out.
He would put them into meditation and suddenly an incredible thing
would come out and everyone would be amazed with the subtlety of the
things that were talked about.
After two months Maitreya invited a
teacher of the Ananda Marga organization from Atlanta, Georgia, to
come and initiate those who wanted to become members. Thirteen
people were initiated, which is a very large number for a class in
existence for only two months. Usually they start classes for
fifteen to sixteen people, and one or two would become initiated.
So when thirteen people were initiated, it just exploded in the
whole of Ananda Marga that Mohammed, who was in Pennsylvania and
went to Mississippi, after having a class for two or three months,
facilitated thirteen people to become initiated. So Maitreya became very famous all over Ananda Marga (AM).
Many people in AM knew him, who he was, what he was doing, etc.
Maitreya then requested for a "wholetimer,"
who is a person who goes to a six-month training course and works
full time for the organization for one year. He requested one
of them to be posted in Mississippi so he could help him in
establishing a Center there.
That semester finished and Maitreya has
said that it was one of the greatest periods of his life. He
was Godly-high almost all of the time, "It was such an incredible
feeling!" In the summer he decided to go to Iran and visit his
parents and his family, after three years of being away.
However, when he got there, he found himself a foreigner in his own
home. Everything and everyone seemed different. Of
course,
Maitreya
was a yogi now. He started telling them about yoga and teaching
about these things, but they couldn't understand it.
Maitreya felt that he did not belong there
any more. He longed to return to his teaching and his
spiritual friends, so he did. He just felt, "I'm out of place
here. They are no longer my family, I can't relate to them.
They are from somewhere else, from a different consciousness."
All he wanted was to go back to Ananda Marga and his friends and
more spiritual people, the people whom he was comfortable with, who
meditated and talked about God.
So Maitreya came back to the United States
to continue his education. By then, of course, Ananda Marga
had sent a full time worker to be with him because he didn't have
time. He had his classes and things like that, so he couldn't
take care of thirteen people.
Before this happened, of the people who started
coming to his classes, there was a group of hippies in the class who
came and studied with him. They came to
Maitreya
and said that they wanted him to go and live with them and become their
spiritual teacher [laughter]. The first thing he said was,
"There is no loose sex, OK?" They said, "What? You can't do
that to us" [laughter]. They offered that
Maitreya
could have anyone he wanted as long as he let them have their way.
Maitreya said, "No, it doesn't work that way." So they
backed off.
That year, there was a weeklong Ananda Marga
retreat in Kansas. It is a custom for the people in that
organization to ask for a Sanskrit spiritual name. Maitreya
was in Ananda Marga probably two years by then, and he had never
felt he needed a spiritual name. He never had a desire for
one, but in the retreat he decided to ask for a name from his
Achareya.
However, this Achareya was a very busy person
because he was the International Coordinator of the organization.
So he put Maitreya's
name on his list of those who had asked him for a name and he
told him that he was too busy at that time, but he would send him
one. Maitreya said, "OK, I'll wait for you."
Of course, most of the people who asked for a
spiritual name received it right away. They had the names of
Ishvara, Krishna, or Shivamurtti, and all those big names.
That retreat was finished and he went home. Maitreya waited
for a month, two months, but the name was not coming.
Maitreya had become so inspired at that
retreat that he decided also to go to a training center in Denver
and become a wholetimer himself. It just seemed that more and
more he was becoming attracted to the spiritual world rather than
the external world. However, when he went back to Mississippi,
things started not going well.
First of all, he would have to quit school.
Secondly, after he decided that he would do it anyway, it seemed
that he couldn't get out of town.
Maitreya
put his belongings in the car all ready to go, but the car wouldn't
start. After a couple of days he decided, "Well, I am not
going to go," and a few hours later his car started with no problem.
The next day he decided again to go, thinking
that he was being superstitious. So he took his car to the
back of the house, put his suitcase and things again in it, and
started driving. However, it was raining and the backyard,
which was just dirt, became very muddy, so his car got stuck in the
mud. He just could not leave the house!
A few days later Maitreya decided again to
go. He went out and found that his car had fallen into a ditch
at the side of the house! He decided these were the signs for
him not to go. He sent a letter to the training center
describing the situation and told them he would not be coming.
Maitreya had still not received his spiritual
name, so he sent a letter and asked for it again. A week or so
later they had a retreat for the people from Mississippi.
There was a teacher, an Achareya, from Atlanta Georgia who used to
come every three months and tour different AM centers. He was
in charge of Georgia, Alabama, Mississippi, and Louisiana. He
would travel, and go back and forth through these states. So
Maitreya already knew him. His name was Ruthronat.
He was invited to come to Mississippi for this retreat.
Ruthronat came, and because Maitreya knew
him and was very comfortable and close to him, when he came for the
retreat Maitreya told him that he had asked the International
Coordinator to give him a name but he had not received it yet.
Now it was two months later and still he hadn't received it, so
Maitreya asked Ruthronat, "Could you go ahead and give me a
name?" Ruthronat said, "OK, let me think about it.” He
later on said, “I'm going to do it, I'm going to give you a name."
It was Wednesday. Wednesday passed,
Thursday passed, Friday they went to the retreat site in the
evening, nothing. The retreat started that night.
Maitreya
said he was really upset that he was not giving him his name, "It
has been three days. What is he doing? Come on."
So Maitreya went early in the morning
Saturday (interesting it was Sabbath!) just as he woke up. He
rushed to Ruthronat’s room and said, "What is my name? Are you going
to give me my name or what?" Ruthronat said, "OK, your name is
Maitreya." Maitreya couldn't even pronounce it
correctly, so Ruthronat wrote it down for him.
Maitreya asked, "What does that mean? What
does
Maitreya
mean?" He said, "It means The Compassionate One."
Maitreya said, "OK" and he walked out, saying to himself,
"OK, my name is Maitreya, that is my spiritual name."
Maitreya didn't know what the word
"compassionate" meant, so he went to the dictionary to find out.
It said that compassionate means to have compassion, to have mercy,
to have all those things. It didn't sound good [laughter].
He really didn't like it too much.
The other people had names like Shivamurtti,
which means "statue of Shiva" or Ishvara Dave, "the controller of
the universe," and things like that. All of them seemed
beautiful to be or become. But Maitreya, the
compassionate, did not seem very interesting.
Actually the next week after that, Maitreya
had to go to Memphis, Tennessee. He had to do a couple of
things there. So he went to Memphis, and this spiritual
teacher, Ruthronat, was there. Maitreya said, "I want to
talk to you, I don't like this name. I want you to change it."
Ruthronat said, "No, I can't, that is it. I gave it to you and
you're going to stick with it." Maitreya
said, "No, I don't want this." Ruthronat said, "That is it.
If you don't want it, don't use it. But that is what I gave to
you and that is going to stay with you." Maitreya has said
that now, when he thinks about it, he is amazed at how he became so
involved in such a name trip, but of course, there is a reason for
everything.
A few weeks later Maitreya received a
letter from the other teacher and he gave him the name Vigi Kumar.
Vigi means, "youthful." Kumar means, "prince." So Vigi Kumar
means, "the young prince." Maitreya
said, "Wow, that looks better [laughter]. I'm going to use the
name Vigi Kumar instead of Maitreya." So he was using
both names and telling the people that he liked Vigi Kumar better,
but without any exception all told him that he should accept Maitreya
over Vigi Kumar, because being compassionate is a greater virtue
than thinking you are a young prince.
This was in the spring semester. Maitreya finished his courses in June, and in July there weren't
any courses scheduled for the summer that he could take.
Ananda Marga had their headquarters in Denver, Colorado. They
had a business called Golden Lotus. They used to make shampoo
and other products. It was a very wonderful shampoo, it might
still be on the market. They were having problems with their
business so they were looking for someone, a business major, to come
and study their business and suggest some recommendations.
Since Maitreya couldn't take the two courses he needed that
summer, he had almost the whole second part of the summer doing
nothing.
So Maitreya wrote them saying, "I am a
business major, do you want me to come and help you out with this
problem?" He received a call, "Yes, come. You can come
here and stay with us and do the things we need to be done."
Maitreya went to Denver, and it was decided
that he should study the company and set up a cost-accounting
system, some paper flows, and makes a report of its situation in
general. From the very beginning he felt some resistance from
some of the people there. They felt threatened by his presence
and his questions about all the different phases of the business.
However, he tried his best, and made a report to the president and
International Coordinator.
During the time he was doing that, people kept
asking him, "What is your spiritual name?" He would explain to
them, "I have two names. I have
Maitreya
and Vigi Kumar." Everyone, without exception, told him, "Keep
the Maitreya." He explained to them that he didn't know
which one to use,
Maitreya or Vigi Kumar, and they all said, "Keep the Maitreya, keep the
Maitreya, keep the
Maitreya." It was just like pounding on him, "Keep the
Maitreya, keep the Maitreya, keep the Maitreya."
Eventually, by the end of the two months, he
decided to keep the name
Maitreya
instead of Vigi Kumar. So his spiritual name was established
as Maitreya.
At the same time, his money was running out.
He talked with the people in Ananda Marga and said, "Do you need me
to stay with you longer?" They said, "Yes, we want you to stay
here." So they decided that he would continue on with this
task. So he told them, "I will come the next semester. I
don't have to take a course. I won't take the two remaining
courses in the fall; I'll take it in the spring. I'll come and
stay with you."
However, he was becoming a little disillusioned
with the way things were being run there and the way things were
handled. He found a deviation from what the ideology of his
Guru was and the way it was handled. Also there were rumors
starting in that organization about a lot of things. So he was
getting kind of, not as good a feeling as he used to have about the
whole thing.
Also, later on he heard that his recommendations
were rejected. Not that he was attached to the recommendations
but they were good, they were good recommendations. They were
sound, they were based on the business studies that he had made.
But they didn't want to do them. That was another drawback for
him. But that wasn't really it. Just a lot of things
started to go wrong. He was feeling a little disconnected.
Sounds like after his name was established to be
Maitreya, his relationship with Ananda Marga start to
crumble!
So Maitreya left and went to Mississippi
and went to his P.O. box. He found, after two months of being
away, only one letter in his box and it was from the Dean of the
business school, "Come and see me as soon as you can." The
next morning he went there and said, "Well, here I am."
The Dean said, "We have a scholarship for you.
You are going to receive $250 a month. The only thing you have
to do is to work with one of the professors ten hours a week.
Also, you don't have to pay any tuition. Your tuition is
waived."
Now he was feeling disconnected from Ananda Marga
a little bit. His money problem would be solved with this
scholarship. Everything said, "You don't have to go, you can
stay and continue your education."
So Maitreya told the Dean that he would
have to think about it. He said, "Fine. Come to me any time
you are ready. But you have to answer us in three days because
if you don't want it, we have to give it to someone else because
that money was given to us and we have to spend it." When they
get the money they have to give it to someone, otherwise it is not
going to be there. So he told Maitreya, "You have to
tell me in three days if you are going to take it or not."
Maitreya went to his room to think about it.
Maitreya called Ananda Marga and said, "Well,
this is the opportunity that came up, and I think that I am going to
take it." Of course, they were a little disappointed but they
said, "Fine." So at that point he was almost completely
disconnected from Ananda Marga.
So he stayed that fall. This was the year
1976.
Maitreya had only two courses and this teacher wanted him to
go and study the market trends in the stock market. He wanted
to be on top of the stock market trends, etc. So the only
thing
Maitreya
had to do was spend probably half an hour a day just to see what the
trend was, especially in the Dow Jones.
Maitreya said that it was very easy. He
could just look at the news and they could tell you what the trend
was in the evening. It was a very easy thing to do. It
was not difficult. So he had plenty of time on his hands.
He had two courses -- usually a full time student has four courses.
He had planned to prepare for his comprehensive
examination and also find a topic for his dissertation. So Maitreya used to go to the library to study. Whenever he
would get bored and had nothing to do, he would go to the spiritual
section of the library and look at different books, on Buddhism,
Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, etc.
On one of these days he was flipping through a
Buddhist book, and suddenly he came across the name Maitreya.
He started reading it and in the middle of the book he found that
the name of the Buddha to come is Maitreya. For the
first time he found the name of Maitreya in a book about
Buddhism. It was very interesting, but he did not believe in
prophecies then, so he just became a little more pleased with his
name and understood that the name is mostly related to Buddhism.
Maitreya thought, "OK, they know him.
Someone knows him" [laughter]. He was supposed to be the
Buddha to come, "Oh great, so it means something here, the Buddha to
come." That was finished and then he would read something
about it and close the book, go to his courses, and continue with
his studies.
Then some other time he went and flipped through
another book and suddenly came across this, that Maitreya
probably came from Mithra, from Persia, which was one of the Gods of
the Zoroastrian religion. He was supposed also to come, to
return, and unify the world and all that. He said, "Oh great.
It is also even related to the same country, to the nation where I
was born." He still had the national feeling, "Wow, that
relates to where I was born. Oh, great!"
So that was good. That was another sign.
It just kept popping up, and he found more and more information
about what Maitreya means, who he is, and who it can be.
He also enjoyed reading about the philosophies and histories of
different religions.
He really didn't pay any attention to all this
information, it was completely out of his realm. His realm was
to finish his education and get his degree. But at the same
time, he started reading these books.
Maitreya would be sitting in his room, and
someone would knock at his door. Who was that? It was
the Mormons. They would just sit and talk about the Mormon
religion. Or, he would be living in a house that this lady,
the landlord, belonged to this church. She invited him to go
to this church and they would have a discussion about Christ and
compare that in the Bible with the teaching Maitreya
knew.
But this stream of consciousness started coming
to him at the same time. So far he was in Ananda Marga only.
Now he started reaching out, studying about other religions, but not
the Bible. He hadn't touched the Bible yet.
He had heard about it. They had talked about it in that
church, but he didn't know what they were talking about. He
knew there were some things coming from the Bible, but He
didn't know really where in the Bible they were coming from.
Maitreya also used to jog. He liked to
go off and run once in awhile outside. He used to run around
the campus, and there was a church he always passed on his way.
He didn't pay it any attention. It was just another church
like other churches. They were all over. To him it was
just another building.
One day he was jogging, and when he reached in
front of this church, he felt so tired that he couldn't go any
further. So he decided, "OK, I'll just go inside and rest for
awhile." Maitreya had already been in church (the one
landlord took him) so he knew you could go in and stay there if you
wanted to. No one was going to ask you what you were doing
there.
He walked in, as the door was open. The
lights were on. There were
Bibles
all over the place. So he sat there and started meditating.
After five minutes he got to feeling a little bit better, so he
opened his eyes. There was a Bible in front of him.
He picked it up, flipped it open, and started reading it, "Genesis
1: In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth," and
on and on. That is evolution, isn't it? Just right there
Maitreya realized that it is the same thing as evolution!
He was amazed at how the explanation of the creation corresponded to
the evolutionary process. Right there He realized that each
day of creation was referring to one period of the evolutionary
process. It was the first time in his life that he had read
the Old Testament. He just could not stop reading it.
So he borrowed the book [laughter]. He went
to his room and started reading the Bible. Maitreya
read, and read, and read, and read, and read. Really, the two
courses, the students, the teacher, and the scholarship were out of
the window. Now it was Bible time.
He was reading it and reading it, the Old
Testament, and then the New Testament. Of course,
he bought his own Bible, and he returned that Bible
to the church where he had borrowed it [laughter]. He said,
"Thank you very much. It was good to have it for a couple of
days."
Actually, he still has the Bible he bought
back then. He started reading the Bible, making notes,
and seeing this and that. That was it. He was totally
engaged.
Then Maitreya realized, "If the Bible
is like that, I'd better start reading the Koran too."
He had never read the
Koran
before. He had been living in a Moslem country, but he wasn't
interested at that time. He wasn't interested in God, so who
cared? If you are not interested in God, who cares about the
Bible or the Koran, etc.?
Now he had to read the Koran. All
these things were extremely interesting, to read them, to see.
There was always this feeling that there should be a relationship.
There were a couple of Baha’is from Iran on the campus, so he also
started talking to the Baha’is and getting interested in them, a
little bit, not much. He already knew about Ananda Marga.
And he was also talking to the Mormons and many groups who would
come to the campus to talk to the students.
There was something strongly impressed on him,
that there should be a thread between all these beliefs. It
was the first time in his life that he was so attracted to these
books. He just could not believe that there was any difference
between these Revelations. If there is One God, why so many
Revelations? He could not grasp the exact relationship then
but he intuitively knew that there should be some relationship.
He found himself helplessly reading these books and spending his
time going through them again and again, as he was finding so much
truth in them and their relationships with the teachings of Ananda
Marga.
So much new knowledge started coming to him.
Maitreya became completely occupied with this new stream of
consciousness which was being impressed on him. Actually he
was having trouble finishing the semester because he did not put too
much effort in his studies.
For instance, he was sitting in his class and the
professor was talking about management, which in organization is
represented as a triangle upward. The teacher was talking
about the president, the vice-presidents, department heads, etc, the
triangle upward. "Oh, the triangle upward means the hierarchy,
the hierarchy in the organization." So the triangle upward in
the sign of Solomon maybe has the same meaning! Then what
would the triangle downward mean in that symbol? Maitreya
was out of class, he was in the sign of Solomon and the Jewish
symbol.
So he was out of the study. The professor
was talking about management, and Maitreya was thinking about
God and His relationship with this. He was no longer there.
He didn't belong to those classes any more. This extremely
powerful consciousness was being impressed on him.
Maitreya has said that with difficulty, he
passed the two courses. Actually, those were some of the
lowest grades he obtained in school, in that semester. Of
course, he was lucky he had other grades that were pretty high to
cover those. He got two "C's" that semester. He had
other "A's" so it made a "B" average. You have to have a "B"
average to be able to take the comprehensive exam and receive your
doctorate. But he was having difficulty to study. So, he
wasn't prepared for his comprehensive examination.
When he finished, it was the beginning of
January, and he had to take his comprehensive examination some time
at the end of January, the 17th of January or such. He had to
study and he couldn't study, just this extreme of consciousness was
coming to his mind. So he didn't pass the comprehensive exam,
but actually he didn't care.
Now Maitreya was familiar with the Far
East Philosophies, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, a little of Baha'i,
and Ananda Marga. That was it. But he was much more
interested to read books about spirituality, the Bible, and
anything related, and go to the churches and talk to the priests.
That he also started doing, going to the churches in Mississippi and
talking about God the way he understood Him.
After awhile they would say, "Oh." They
were beginning to get scared, kind of, the way the truth he was
presenting to them was so striking that they couldn't handle it.
In the spring semester he did not have any
courses but was still working 10 hours a week with his major
professor. So he had plenty of time without worrying about any
exam or any assignment. He utilized all his spare time in
reading the Scriptures and thinking about them. It was at the
end of February that he felt really tired and frustrated about all
the things that were happening.
So he decided to go to Chicago and visit his
cousin. He planned to stay with them for a week. He was
thinking that he was going to forget all about everything and would
clear his mind of all these things, and then he would go back to
Mississippi and put all his effort in getting ready for taking the
comprehensive examination again.
Maitreya's cousin and his wife are doctors,
M.D's. They worked in Chicago then. He hadn't seen them
for probably five or six years. So he called them and said,
"What do you think if I come and spend a week with you?" They
said, "Sure, come, come. We would love to have you."
Maitreya took his car and started driving
toward Chicago. Mississippi to Chicago is almost like a
straight-line north, almost, not completely. So he went and
arrived at their house around three days later. They sat
around and talked. They renewed their friendship and things
like that. A few hours later, they asked him, "What do
you want to do tomorrow?" They were both supposed to go to
work. But his wife had off the next day. The rest of the
week they both had to go to work.
She said, "I have off tomorrow, what do you want
to do? How about going to see the Baha'i Temple?" Maitreya
said, "OK, sure, that would be fine." Maitreya had read a
little about the Baha'i Faith but he had never seen a Baha'i Temple.
In the morning, they woke up around 9:30, 10 o'clock. They
took their car, they took the children (they had two boys), and his
wife and he drove all the way to the Baha'i Temple.
The Baha'i Temple is built in a street. So
they parked on the curb, the pavement, and they started going toward
the Temple. There are steps there. You almost don't see
the Temple until you go to the top of the steps.
So they
went there and walked up the steps, and oh, this beautiful white
Temple was there. And there is a swastika, the Star of David
(Judaism), the cross (Christianity), the moon and star (Islam), and
the Baha'i symbol carved there on the temple. The moment
Maitreya saw all these signs on the wall, a flash of realization
occurred. He suddenly realized their relationships. His
mind was filled with the excitement of this realization. It
was impressed on him, all the symbols. That was where the
whole Greatest Sign started to form.
So he was not out of that consciousness, actually
it was much stronger now. Now he was in this relationship that
it was flashed back in him so strongly and impressed him.
His cousin's wife started telling him about, this
place has been like that, this place like that. Maitreya was
out of that completely. So he hardly bore the tour with her
and he said, "Let's go home."
They went home and he took his car and went back
to the Baha'i Temple himself. He went downstairs and bought
all the books they had, any books they had about Baha'i and their
religion, etc.
Maitreya went back to their home, back to his
room, and started reading the books he bought from the Baha’i
Temple. A couple of times he went back and forth to the Baha'i
Temple. He started putting the signs that were on the temple
and the sign of Ananda Marga on a sheet of paper. He put the
swastika at the top, then the sign of Solomon, Christianity, Islam,
and Baha'i, from top to bottom. "There is something there,
there is some relationship. There is a thread between them."
As he was doing this, then he added Ananda Marga, the sixth seal.
So he had six of them now. He knew that God's number is 7, so
he put another swastika at the very bottom. Now if the first
and last Swastika would come together!
As his best topic in high school was geometry, Maitreya knew that every circle could be divided six times by
its radius. So he made a circle and divided it by its sixth
radius and put each sign around. It started to evolve more and
more toward The Greatest Sign.
He started thinking that swastika is the Godhead,
the Creator whom all things have come from (
),
as the Ananda Marga philosophy says. Later on man failed,
according to the Bible, so God chose the Elected Ones, so the
sign of Solomon, of Judaism, is there (
).
These people were elected to bring man back to higher consciousness,
but they failed to keep their covenant with Him. So He sent
Christ to tell the Jews that they are not Chosen Ones any longer (
).
After Christ, a great Prophet came, not from the Jews, but from a
close race, the Arabs, as Muhammad (
).
After that, a sense of universalism had been arisen in humanity, so
Bab/Baha'u'llah came to bring that message, the Baha'i Faith (
).
And Ananda Marga brought the concept of Paravipra (
),
or the true leaders of the society who will bring the dream of
universalism to the reality to accelerate the progress of humanity
return to God, which is the second swastika, at the end (
).
At the same time, Maitreya's cousin
started insisting that they visit the Playboy Club. They had a
key for the Playboy Club. If you are a member, you have a key
and you can get in. They wanted to impress on Maitreya that
they had the key, so they could go to the Playboy Club [laughter].
Now Maitreya was here in this Revelation of The Greatest
Sign and impressed with this realization and this flashback that
just took all the life out of him, and they wanted to take him to
the Playboy Club.
He said, "Oh guys, don't worry about it, I don't
want to do that." He didn't want to hurt their feelings that,
"No, come on, forget it, I don't want to go there." They just
kept insisting and he just tried, "Oh, not tonight. I am going
to cook tonight for you, so not tonight." Maitreya
cooked for them that night. The next night came, "The
children are tired, let's not do it tonight." But Maitreya
felt that they were getting upset about his resistance.
At the same time he wanted to be staying there
because he wanted to go back and forth to the Baha'i Temple to see
where this was going to end. So he didn't want to leave just
then.
He was probably there around five days. He
was almost done with what he wanted to accomplish, he had all the
Baha'i books, and he had his questions answered. They had
definitely decided to go to the Playboy Club Saturday night. Maitreya said fine. His cousin and his wife went to work
on Friday, they took the kids to the babysitter. Maitreya
was home alone, so he wrote them a note, "I received an emergency
call from the University. I have to go back to the University
right away" [laughter]. He left the note on the table, took
his car, and headed south.
Not only did he not get out of that
consciousness, so that he could get to his studies and finish his
education, now he was impressed with this thread and
The Greatest Sign. So he went back to Mississippi and
went to his room. And that was it. The next two months
or so Maitreya was absorbed with The Greatest Sign.
Now he was studying the religions much deeper.
Before he was just reading them and enjoying them. Now he was
really reading them with this Spirit, just going into them to see
why Baha'i, why Islam, why Christianity, why? And
The Greatest Sign
started to evolve more and more.
So the symbols were in the circle, and it went
from swastika (
),
to the Seal of Solomon (
),
to Christianity (
),
to Islam (
),
to the Baha'i Faith (
),
to Ananda Marga (
),
and back to the swastika (
).
Maitreya drew a circle and divided it into six parts, and
put each symbol at one of these points. Then he drew the two
big triangles, which connect each three of these symbols together.
Later on he put a swastika in the middle of all these, so
The Greatest Sign was almost complete. But still the
I-Ching (
)
and the dot in the middle of the I-Ching had not been revealed.
They came to be later on in 1978 when Maitreya was in Denver.
Actually, he wouldn't show it to anyone. He
had a curtain over it in his room. Whenever anyone would come,
the curtain was down, and they would sit and talk about different
things. It was around, probably six months that passed like
that, and he didn't do too much about it and he didn't talk to
anyone either. He was just by himself and The Greatest Sign.
That spring and summer he spent all his time
working on the
Sign. And every day more and more he would realize how
incredible this
Sign is. He started widely reading about the religions
involved in the Sign and other related materials. He
found out that he would not become attracted to anything unless
there was a purpose in that for furthering his realization.
By the fall he was very sure that all this truth
which had come to him could not be false, that definitely there is a
mission for him to be done in this lifetime, and that the name given
to him supports it. At the same time
Maitreya
started seeing more clearly the signs of the time and the
tribulation which was spreading, not only in one or two countries,
or races, but all through the world. With all these clues he
could no longer consider himself merely a student. Of course
one part of him was fighting the idea and resisting taking up the
challenge.
For his final decision, Maitreya moved out
of Starkville, the city that the university was in, to a small town
30 miles away. He rented an apartment there just by himself.
For two months he did another intensive search and contemplation
there alone by himself, and then moved back to Starkville.
The Greatest Sign had pretty much formed
itself by then. But the very center was only the swastika.
There was one swastika in the center, a swastika on the bottom, and
the rest of The Greatest Sign.
Of course, Maitreya was bothered with the
notion of the swastika and that is one of the reasons that he
studied symbolism. He found out that the swastika is one of
the oldest symbols on earth and every tribe and nation used it,
every mystical religion on earth, even the American Indians had it.
Africans had it, and Asians had it also.
Maitreya decided to go to Virginia Beach to
study symbolism from Edgar Cayce at the Foundation there.
He drove all the way to Virginia Beach. He went to the
foundation and bought a lot of books, and also he purchased their
book on symbology. He became more familiar with the symbology,
which once again made him realize how powerful the Sign is.
He still was saying, "God, You've got the wrong
person. I am not the one. I am not the one to do this.
I am just here to finish my education and go back home."
What about back home? "My poor parents who
spent that much money, time, and energy sending me to school..."
The relationship between parents and children is much stronger in
the East. It is not like in the West where you say, "OK, now I
have enough money, I can get my apartment and go away." You
are almost internally connected to your parents for the rest of your
life. It is a very strong, close relationship, and there is a
lot of respect and love. Breaking those taboos is very hard.
Maitreya wouldn't have been able to study
anyway. There was no way for him to open a business schoolbook
any longer. He just couldn't open them. There was no
feeling there to do that. The only thing he was interested in
was
The Greatest Sign
and the religions related to it.
So after two months he said, "Well, OK, I'll do
it" [laughter]. He gave away a lot of things and sold some
others. Maitreya took his car and headed for Denver,
Colorado. That was the only place where he knew some people.
It was being impressed on him that he had to go to Denver, that the
goal of his life had already been planned for him, that he has this
mission to fulfill, and that he is not going to get his doctorate.
Also, during this time of intense realization,
the four parts of The Holy Word, The Holy Name, The Word, the mantra
that we have in the Mission, started being revealed. Maitreya’s
mantra started changing to The Holy Word, which
really the pronunciation is what the Hebrews knew and said, "Don't
utter it." That is why if someone tried to utter it, he would
be stoned. This was not because they didn't want that it be
uttered, but because you cannot utter it. It is not possible
to utter the Holy Name in the physical world. It is a very
etheric thing, it's from the Consciousness (God).
Maitreya said, "OK, I'll go to Denver.
They know me, I know them." From the very first trip to Denver
he knew that this city had some relationship with his life. He
went to Denver and started subtly and slowly to reveal to them that
this is even more expanded than what they already have, "So they are
surely going to join me, and help me with this." However, as
usual, God had another Plan for him.
On the third day of his stay in Denver, Maitreya
was working on the Koran and was isolating those parts
that seemed interesting. He was sitting in a room and was
reading, and this person from Ananda Marga (Maitreya said,
"This crazy guy, a wonderful man but we never connected really that
strong, but we were aware of each other's presence") suddenly burst
into his room and said, "Hey." He didn't like to say he really
needed something. He wanted to see how
Maitreya
feelings were, "Hey, do you want to go to this mountain? There's a
good place called Shamballa Ashrama. Do you want to go
meditate there?" [laughter]. Maitreya said, "Well, I'm sorry, but I'm writing right now.
I don't think I am going to go, you go by yourself and tell me how
it was."
He left for half an hour, Maitreya could
hear him going upstairs and downstairs. They were the only two
people in the house that day. Eventually, he again burst into
Maitreya's room and said, "Come on, let's go. It's a good
place and I want to go. I don't want to go alone." Maitreya
was getting tired of writing, so he said, "OK, let's
go." He just put everything away and they went.
This man had long hair with a beard, a hippie
kind of person.
Maitreya
had been kind of neglecting his appearance also because he wasn't
interested in appearances either, so probably his beard and hair
were long as well [laughter].
They got into this man’s car. He had one of
those old cars with a putt, putt, putt, type of engine [laughter].
They drove all the way, around twenty miles south of Denver and they
went on this dirt road and went to the mountain in Sedalia (or
something like that!), almost in the middle of the mountain.
The place was called the Shamballa Ashrama, or the Brotherhood of
the White Temple.
However, when they arrived there, they only found
an office with the secretaries. When they went in, there was a
nice office and a couple of very pedicured secretaries sitting in
their chairs, and these two hippies were walking in [laughter].
The secretaries were just shocked. They jumped from their
chairs, "What do you want?" This hippi-looking guy told them
that, "We came here to meditate." One of the secretaries said,
"We don't have any place to meditate" [laughter]. When she
heard this request, she just handed some information to them and
almost pushed them out of the office.
They took the information to the car and drove a
little further into the mountains, to a nice place to meditate.
They parked there, got out and meditated for around 30 minutes.
While they were driving back, Maitreya picked up the information the secretary gave them, and started
looking at it. In the list of their literature they had a
booklet called, Maitreya, The World Teacher. Maitreya
said, "Hey, wait. Let's go back there. I'd like to
buy this book."
They went and bought the small book. Maitreya
had never seen anyone have a complete book about Maitreya.
He had heard the name here and there, but now here they had this
book about Maitreya. He went there and bought a couple
of these booklets from them.
So apparently that was the whole purpose of what
happened that day. It was to go there and see that they had
this book. They began driving back home again and that was it.
The whole purpose of that trip was to know that this was Shamballa,
and they were waiting for Maitreya to come.
In the book it was stated that there are only
three books written about
Maitreya, and this one is the only one in the West. It
was the first book that had so much about
Maitreya. However, somehow it was incomplete. In this
book it said that Maitreya is a Western soul which is the
belief of the Buddhists in the Far East. However, Jews and
Christians are waiting for Maitreya to come from the East.
That is why most of the people are expecting Maitreya to come
from Iran (Persia), because it is east of Jerusalem and west of
Tibet.
Actually our symbol, the throne with Maitreya
in it, is from the cover of that book. However, this picture
does not belong to them; it is a drawing by a 15th century Monk in
Tibet.
So Maitreya stayed with Ananda Marga for a
while but it didn't go very well because he was really out of Ananda
Marga and now he had this teaching. Maitreya
started talking to a couple of people and they became a little defensive
about it. No one felt comfortable with him, and Maitreya
wasn't comfortable with them any more either. He was not one
with them any more.
Eventually he reached a point where he felt he
had to move on. At the same time he kept bumping into these
people called "preemies," the followers of Guru Maharaji. He
just kept bumping into them. They had a restaurant, and they
had a grocery store in Denver. Maitreya had to buy groceries
there because they had such good vegetarian things. So he kept
seeing them and meeting them in street, etc. He even started
knowing a couple of them. His followers were talking about The
Holy Word, The Holy Name, something like that. Maitreya even
started sharing an apartment with one of these people.
Maitreya said, "OK, maybe these people have
The Word." Actually he was thinking about it as a Holy Name
then. "If these people have it, then I am off the hook"
[laughter]. "I can go away and say they have it so I don't
have to worry about starting the Mission." So Maitreya started going to their meetings and tried to find out
about the "knowledge," or techniques. He was not interested in
the other techniques, but only about The Holy Name. However,
he found out that they expected him to proclaim that, "The Guru is
greater than God," and he does not believe in that. He said,
“I cannot proclaim that.” So he became discouraged with them
and withdrew.
He decided to move to another place. He,
however, was out of money but he was expecting to receive some money
soon. But at that time he didn't have any money. He saw
this ad for a place for rent. The ad said that they were
looking for someone who does not smoke and also meditates. So
Maitreya went to this person who placed the ad, Rodney, and
said, "Well, I would like to come and live with you. I don't
smoke. I meditate. But I don't have any money right now,
you will have to wait until I get my check." Rodney said, "OK.
Come in." He was a very nice person, a very nice guy.
Maitreya really didn't expect him to accept; he was just
throwing a stone into the dark. And Rodney said, "Sure, come
in." So Maitreya moved in with him.
At this time Maitreya heard there was a
center called the Self-Realization Center (different than the one
started by Yogananda in California), and the person who was the
teacher there and ran it used to be one of the Mahatmas, one of the
teachers of Guru Maharaji. He gave the same "knowledge" and
mantra to his people but he didn't expect you to believe that the
Guru is greater than God. So Maitreya
said, "OK, I'll go there."
He walked to their center one morning and knocked
on the door. He met with one of the members. After a
while he was asked, "Why don't you come Thursday night to our
Satsang?" Maitreya said, "Great, I will."
So he went to the Thursday night Satsang.
They sat and they gave Satsang, and they meditated for awhile.
Then Maitreya decided to go. When he was leaving
suddenly this lady with these two big black eyes started running
after him and said, "Would you like to come next week to our
dinner?" Maitreya
looked at her, such beautiful big eyes looking at him. He
already knew her. He said, "Sure, I will." That was
Maitreyii.
After that first Satsang, Maitreya came
back that night and he told Rodney that he was going to marry that
girl [laughter]. Rodney said, "What? Are you crazy? You
just met her tonight. You're not going to do that. It is
not proper. We don't do these things here" [laughter]. Maitreya
said, "I don't know if it is proper or not but we are going to do
it." Because the feeling was so strong, the connection was
there, there was no doubt about it.
So, Maitreya started going to this center.
There was another person there by the name of David Lunbeck.
He also became attracted to Maitreya. A lot of things started happening to the
center. It started falling apart.
Two weeks later, Maitreya received the
mantra and the technique that Guru Maharaji and those people had.
And it wasn't It. Their mantra was different than The Holy
Name, although that was what they called it. Actually the holy
name they gave him was the same that Ananda Marga had already given
him. So it wasn't The Holy Word. Now we can understand
that the whole process of Maitreya meeting preemies was to
guide him to the center in order for the Mission to start.
So his plan just didn't work. They did not
really have The Holy Word. So that meant
Maitreya had to go on with the Mission.
Meanwhile Maitreyii (the lady whom Maitreya said
to his roommate he was going to marry) started seeing Maitreya
in her third eye and started having some spiritual experiences about
him. So did David Lunbeck. One day Maitreya took
her to the park and said, "Well, here it is. This is The
Greatest Sign. This is the
Mission
that I have to do. Would you marry me?" She said, "Do I
have any choice?" [laughter]. Maitreya said, "No." She
said, "OK" [laughter]. And that was it.
Now Maitreyii and David both moved out of the
center to live with Maitreya. They started living together in a small
house. Maitreya started writing about
The Greatest Sign, and the book THOTH started
forming. He was writing, revising, and re-writing it over and
over again. Maitreyii had to type it, retype it and type it
again, but she loved doing it. She typed the book many times
over. They didn't have a computer then. It was just a
very old typewriter that she used. It was not even the IBM
selectric or electric type, it was just a manual typewriter.
That was a pain [laughter]. But she did it. She just
kept doing it, and doing it, and doing it over and over again.
Maitreyii says, "But it was a wonderful way to learn the teachings!"
Then they moved from that house to another house,
a big house in Denver. It was a big five-bedroom house.
They stayed there for around six months or so. At this time Maitreya
was writing the book. By now all the mundane
things of life were taken care of for Maitreya. Now he
could concentrate on writing what he had received. He would go
to the mountains during the day and write THOTH.
It was then that the writing of THOTH started.
They moved from there and ended up eventually in
the mountains. They rented a big house at the top of Denver,
in Indian Hills. So he didn't have to drive to the mountains
any more. He could just stay home and write.
One week he decided to work intensely on The
Greatest Sign because It really wasn't perfect yet. So for
one week, almost day and night, Maitreya
worked on The Greatest Sign, drew it, re-drew it, changed it,
revised it, etc. He would bring it out to the sitting room and
show it to Maitreyii and Dave (his spiritual name was John), in
different colors. One day it was finished, it was a Sunday
about two or three o'clock in the afternoon and it was sunny
outside. There was a big window in the living room that you
could see the whole mountain in front of you. The Greatest Sign
(the old One) was always hanging in that window so they could sit in
the sitting room and meditate in front of it.
He brought the new Greatest Sign out, and
put it on the altar. The moment he did that, a cloud suddenly
came up. It started raining, and then big hailstones came
down, then the sun came out again, and there was a big rainbow right
behind
The Greatest Sign. It all happened very quickly.
There was no doubt in our minds. These were signs from Heaven.
We said, "That is it," and from then on we continued with
The Greatest Sign we have now.
After a while they went back to Denver. But
in Denver the air was getting bad, it was becoming very polluted.
Denver is like a bowl, there are mountains all around it and Denver
is surrounded with them. Really the wind doesn't get to it.
It just goes right over it. So any pollution that is there
gets stuck in this bowl shape.
They moved back to the mountains. They
lived there for a while. But they eventually decided that they
had to move.
The first day Maitreya had come to Denver
the name Albuquerque popped up. It was the first day,
actually, a few minutes after he had entered Ananda Marga. He
was sitting in the Ananda Marga headquarters when someone came and
said, "The truck that was in Albuquerque and was supposed to bring
some fresh fruit and food from Albuquerque to Denver, had an
accident." And it was coming from Albuquerque. Maitreya
didn't pay too much attention, but that was the first time he had
heard the name Albuquerque.
Then, when they decided to move somewhere else,
they started reading that Albuquerque's air was considered to be
good. It was in the Denver Post that, "Albuquerque's
air was very good. There is no pollution there, there is
always wind to take away the pollution." Eventually an
opportunity opened up for them to move to Albuquerque.
Maitreya said, "Let's go to see what is this
Albuquerque." So Maitreya and Dave decided to visit it
for a few days. One of the things they didn't like about
Denver was that it was very cold, especially when you lived in the
mountains. And it was humid, so the cold was really colder, it
would get to your bones. So they drove to Albuquerque. T hey
came here, it was sunny, and it was warm. It was beautiful,
and they just loved it.
Maitreya said, "Well, it sounds like this is
it. We will move here." So they moved to Albuquerque.
This was in 1981.
THOTH had not been completed yet, but The Greatest
Sign was ready.
It was in the spring of 1982 that they put some
ads in a few magazines proclaiming that, "Maitreya is here."
People started coming to the
Mission, asking them if they were the ones that Benjamin
Creme was preaching about. They answered, "Who is Benjamin
Creme?" They were told, Creme is the person who is saying
Maitreya will announce Himself in the spring of 1982. That is
exactly when
Maitreya also reached to humanity and announced His Presence
to the world.
Maitreya told them we do not know this Mr.
Crème. Actually, after a while, he thought probably it is the
same energy that inspired Mr. Crème to announce
Maitreya’s presence on earth. That is why they (the
Mission) sent a couple of invitations to Benjamin Creme to
come and join the Mission. Some other people also have
told him about us. He hadn't found his Maitreya yet, nor
answered the call to him to join us either.
It was then that the people started coming and
the
Mission
started getting in touch with a lot of New Agers, a lot of them.
They just flooded the
Mission. How many came? 300-400 people.
They just kept coming and they brought the
Keys of Enoch, the spaceship brothers, crystals, channeling,
etc.
It sounded like God had shielded Maitreya from all these things, so far.
Maitreya didn't know anything
about these things before then. Actually it was after The
Greatest Sign was perfected, and after THOTH
and the writings were finished, and after everything was ready to
go, that suddenly these people came with this new consciousness that
he had no idea about.
Of course, they looked good, they sounded good,
"That could be, there is a possibility others live in the universe,
why not?" If the human lives on the Planet Earth, there is the
possibility that other consciousnesses also live somewhere in the
universe. It wasn't all bad. There are a lot of good
things in them. They had a lot of truth, like everyone else.
The rest, you probably know what happened.
A man in Florida (David Bent) saw our ad. He sent Maitreya
a letter. Maitreya called him. He called him back
and that was it, they were connected with the people in Florida.
As the New Agers and people started coming, they
were some help. For instance, one of them had a table for us
in that conference, "Planetary Initiatives For The World We Choose,"
in Toronto.
Then, of course, David Bent knew Ananda Ma, and
got you guys in touch with us. Then Maitreya met
Darlene and Dottie in Toronto. Maitreya almost got hit on
the head by Darlene [laughter].
So, we got in touch with Florida and we got a
letter from a person from Canada, Jean Hudon. We got in touch
with him. Actually, David Bent, Jean Hudon, Mary Lamb, Elaine
Powell, and a couple of other people wrote letters to Benjamin Creme
about, "Maitreya
is here in Albuquerque," and all of that.
And even Elaine was, I guess, one of the first
people who introduced Benjamin Creme to the United States (that is
what she told us). She was close to the people around him.
She took THOTH, went to California and presented it to
the Tara Center there. And they were rude to her. She
was very upset about that.
So we went to the Planetary Initiatives, and we
had a lecture there. That was the first time personally that
Maitreya reached to the world. So Darlene and Dottie
were the first people who met Maitreya in the external world.
Then, of course, Maitreya went to Jean
Hudon's and stayed with him for a month. It was then that he wrote
The Light, to go along with
The Map,
The Master Plan For Planet Earth, which were put together as a booklet,
The Plan. It was written because Jean complained to Maitreya
that, "You have only The Master Plan For Planet
Earth, it doesn't have much of the spiritual part of the Mission."
Maitreya said, "OK, I will write it for you." Maitreya wrote
The Light in one afternoon, in a couple
of hours. Jean typed it, put it together, and published it in
three days.
Now, as you know, almost everything has been
revealed and is ready. Now we have to "call them that are
bidden to the wedding." Now is the time to invite others to
join us and let them see the truth that we have here. We
should share this knowledge with those who have made themselves
ready to enter the Kingdom of Heaven, as is described by The
Greatest Sign.
Our duty is to present this truth wide and deep,
spread the good tidings of hope and unity, to teach what the Plan of
creation is and what is the goal of life, and to sacrifice all in
this way. When all come, then the Kingdom Of Heaven On Earth
will be established and God's Plan will be done on earth as it is in
heaven.
Amen (
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